Pity!

Never have I felt this way
Never have I doubted my own say
Feels incomplete, feels wrong
Without the part that makes me, ME.

A cancer it seems like now
Spreading through me
Rotting my inside
Invisible to the naked eye

Everything feels broken, nay, shattered
No medicine to mend
No gum sticking it together
No drug that can make it all better.

Change, they say, is inevitable
But is it acceptable?
I didn’t want to change
I didn’t need the change

Proud I felt looking in the mirror
Disgust I feel looking in the mirror
Cocky I felt looking in the mirror
Pity I feel looking in the mirror